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Albert de Morcerf ([personal profile] assumedposition) wrote2010-07-05 07:13 pm
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Questions Meme

Albert reached 1,000 comments already!!! Yeah shut up don't judge me I have no life 8(.

Traditionally this is celebrated/justified with a first impressions meme of some description!

... However I am a cheater.

SINCE THE QUESTIONS MEME IS GOING AROUND, I'M DOING THAT INSTEAD.

... Though you can still ask for a relationship/first impressions response if you want.

[identity profile] assumedposition.insanejournal.com 2010-07-06 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
Day 4/Day 144: FORGE AHEADDDD.

There's not much going on here that's different from the end of the previous day, emotionally \o/. But he's determined to do SOMETHING so getting training from Dera is both a good distraction and a mood-improver because it's working towards his goal of getting stronger :|a.

ALONG THE WAY other things that improve his mood are chats with VARIOUS PEOPLE about an idea that Mitani planted in his head the day before! Namely, the "LET'S STOP THE KILLING" plan ... which is of course doomed to end in tears and failure but it's a very ... Albert thing to do ... because he is naive and innocent and EVERYONE ELSE IS JUST JADED WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU ALL \o/!! But for the time being it's giving him a much more concrete and optimistic goal/purpose to focus on than something vague about memories and a wish, which he can't really relate to right now.

So basically all that blather was a long-winded way of saying: THERE WAS SOME DEPRESSION, BUT IT'S OKAY, HE'S GOOD NOW. KID BOUNCES BACK FAST. He's taking things a little more seriously now and he'll probably still shoulder that guilt for a while, but for the most part he is currently back to his usual self for all intents and purposes.

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OH WAIT I HAVEN'T UPDATED THAT FOR 145 okay here goes.

Day 5/Day145: DUMBNESS.

Starts off at the same place as the day before. The day starts with RIDIC HYDRA ANTICS as there is a flying lizardactyl above them, idek, that was a fun thread + increased Albert's Hydra bonding level or sth. I DON'T KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING in between that and when they came back from the Hydra-Canis meeting in the afternoon, but it was probably training or exercising of some description. He's not good at sitting still for long periods of time, after all.

SO the elders get back from the meeting and A) Scowl is depressed and B) he gets told off by Shigure big time. SHIGURE IS NOT MAD AT HIM which in a way makes things even worse, because then he feels like it won't be fair for him to be mad at Shigure either, AND HE WANTS TO BE MAD AT SHIGURE >8(. So he's feeling a little bit of typical parental resentment towards Shigure right now! Also got into a STUPIDFIGHT with Dera at the end of their antics thread, so awkwardness between them has risen significantly too \o/.

UNABLE TO STAND THAT MUCH LONGER he took off to do something else; namely make friends with other people \o/. He's not quite sure what to make of the new teams yet but the people he talked to didn't seem too bad! Then he met Cepheus as well and that was a pretty good end to the day, so.

IT'S A MIXED BOAT REALLY. Upbeat on the surface mixed with DETERMINATION!!! to get stronger and protect people, with a layer of discontent lurking underneath the surface over what went down today and then deeper beneath that some lurking doubts about himself and a whole lot of guilt and feeling useless \o/.


... THAT'S THAT.

YOU DID ASK. (For future reference, I am absolutely incapable of summarising anything EVER.)