I forget exactly what I said there so I can reiterate it in long version here.
Scowl loves Albert! He loves every member of Hydra by default from the moment they wake up. And, as of yet, not one has given him a good enough reason to stop doing that. :|a However in Albert's case, their first conversation involved trying to explain the issues with Canis to him and getting told to leave him out of it. And Scowl has been placing a lot of blame on himself for the situation with that team! He understands that he's not got the best temper and that the things he does in games are terrible and don't win him any points. But him playing to protect his team and being cranky has (so he believes) resulted in attacks against Hydracula in games. And while he doesn't feel like he's done anything any worse than anyone else in Sabra the feeling that it happened because of the kind of person he is is a pretty strong one. 8|a KIND OF HATES HIMSELF OVER IT. S-so hearing "leave me out of this" translated in Dera's view of things to "leave me out of this problem that you created for the team \o/ I just woke up why do I have to worry about a situation like this this sucks ahhh" since that is kind of how he is thinking of himself right now.
SO teammate that he loves and wants to protect clearly thinks he's a nuisance causing problems for the team. 8( And he is unsure how to deal with that at all and can't feel quite as connected to him since he is being stupid. And since he can't feel connected he flips into tsundere mode instead of calm dere like he would with the rest of the team. 8|a
D-DID THAT ALL MAKE SENSE and if it did tell me about Albert and Yayoi too 8)
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Scowl loves Albert! He loves every member of Hydra by default from the moment they wake up. And, as of yet, not one has given him a good enough reason to stop doing that. :|a However in Albert's case, their first conversation involved trying to explain the issues with Canis to him and getting told to leave him out of it. And Scowl has been placing a lot of blame on himself for the situation with that team! He understands that he's not got the best temper and that the things he does in games are terrible and don't win him any points. But him playing to protect his team and being cranky has (so he believes) resulted in attacks against Hydracula in games. And while he doesn't feel like he's done anything any worse than anyone else in Sabra the feeling that it happened because of the kind of person he is is a pretty strong one. 8|a KIND OF HATES HIMSELF OVER IT. S-so hearing "leave me out of this" translated in Dera's view of things to "leave me out of this problem that you created for the team \o/ I just woke up why do I have to worry about a situation like this this sucks ahhh" since that is kind of how he is thinking of himself right now.
SO teammate that he loves and wants to protect clearly thinks he's a nuisance causing problems for the team. 8( And he is unsure how to deal with that at all and can't feel quite as connected to him since he is being stupid. And since he can't feel connected he flips into tsundere mode instead of calm dere like he would with the rest of the team. 8|a
D-DID THAT ALL MAKE SENSE and if it did tell me about Albert and Yayoi too 8)